It's Working... It's Really, REALLY Working

ok, so I'm not pregnant this cycle, but that's ok.

I ovulated! At a reasonable time! And am having a *normal* length cycle! WOOFUCKINHOO!!!!

My temp dropped this morning, and I had a wee bit of spotting, so I expect AF to be here later today or tomorrow. That means a 30-31 day cycle, with a 13-14 day luteal phase! Mommy likey!

I've actually allowed myself to get hugely hopeful for next cycle. and I mean HUGELY hopeful. Anytime I let my mind wander, I find myself thinking about how to reduce our debt quickly, and how we can restructure some of our finances so that I can be a PT SAHM, and whether or not Grumpy's Mom would be willing to watch the kiddo a day or 2 a week to help us make that work, and how I want to decorate the nursery, and and and....

It's crazy, I know. Especially since I'm not even IN that cycle yet. I've gotten this worked up before, but at least not until I'm into a 2ww with some potential.

Lord help me keep my sanity for the next month. I'm going to need all I can get my hands on!

And, just to put it out in the universe while I can still do it in an abstract way (since I try my damnedest not to let myself be this insane in the 2ww) : "I hope & wish to be pregnant by the end of 2007".

There, its out there... Now maybe I can get it off my mind for a while, so I can regain just a little of my sanity.